We always thought that the inner thoughts of stars were dedicated to the minutia of perfecting their appearance, paparazzi radar, and convincing themselves that they're not extremely hungry even though they've only eaten 42 calories in the past day and a half. But Nicole Kidman is here to prove our presumptions wrong. She thinks about things like roadkill and how she wants an ittywittybitty baby in her tum-tum. Celebitchy has an except from the personal diary of Nicole on the set of Australia, printed in the latest issue of Hello!:
On wanting to have a baby
Also today I am feeling a huge urge – was it the lunar eclipse? – to have a baby. I would love to have a baby in my tummy. Sigh. Weíll see, one day, what God has in store. I donít know why I am feeling that right now but yeah, I would like to see that tummy grow. I think I was looking at Brandon and this little aboriginal baby, Angelica, on the set and feeling all that maternal pull. Big.On missing her two children
Driving home there was a mother and a tiny little joey kangaroo just freshly killed on the road. Thereís a lot of road kill, but seeing the joey – it just hit me. Iím feeling wistful. Iím missing my childrenÖ missing seeing their faces, kissing their heads.On her husband, Keith, loving her unconditionally
Keithís here, feet up, on the computer. He says hi. We had a conversation today, grappling with the state of yearning and existing in a place of happiness, but with desires to keep growing. He has a lovely phrase: ëLearning to want what you haveí.
If you're like us, you're wondering, "Why is Keith saying hi to a diary?" And then you're wondering if there are some key parts of the diary missing. Like after Nic wrote, "I would love to have a baby in my tummy" did she go on to say, "I would love it and pet it and brush it's soft hair and dress it up in pretty little outfits and kiss it all over and invite it to lots and lots of tea parties where we'd eat yummy yummy cake that my mommy made"?
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